IVF and the Newlywed: Posessed!


It’s a gorgeous day out today and I am hoping to get outside and bask in some leftover sun. It will be nippy in New England in no time. The Bear is very sick today, so I’m playing nursemaid. Nothing much to report…we went to the Dr. this week and she gave both The Bear and me a battery of blood tests. She’s trying to discover why we have had so many miscarriages. She also wants me to do a biopsy to see if there’s anything going on in my womb. I negotiated for a valium. I’ll tell you, I am sick of people hanging out between my legs. I am sick of this process and all the emotions tied to it.

I’m on a two month hiatus from IVF and it has been SO NICE to get my body back. My mind is clear and focussed, not overwritted by the excess of meds. I really don’t want to think about a biopsy or anything having to do with my netherparts- except pleasure.

I am going to try to find time this weekend to find myself again. I don’t know what that means yet, but there’s this funny , quirky lass inside here somewhere, who’s been in hiding for a wee bit. I’ve got to shake things up and bring her out again. I miss that silly bitch.

I couldn’t help it, but when the Bear started vying for my sympathy vote with his cough,cough, sick, sick, I told him to imagine if his balls were the size of grapefruit and he got 3 shots every day! Then, come to me for sympathy.

So who’s taken over my body, and when can the real M come back??

Advertisements

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s

%d bloggers like this: